Getting Ready for Law School

There’s been some good advice floating about lately – including stuff from Heidi and the (a)lways (i)nteresting ai. Flaconred, who is a pre-1L (or “L –1,” “Negative One L”?) like myself, has been posting up some books he’s reading.

I’ve been reading also. I snapped up Law School Confidential, which I found interesting, yet much of the material (I thought) is already free on the web. I’m not sure about the highlighting thing though. I’ve never highlighted.

I had picked up One-L at some point during the winter, but it struck me as overwrought both stylistically and emotionally. It’s hard to explain the odd combination of apathy, anxiety, and over-analysis that each and every issue seems to be greeted with. I’ve seen this sort of thing before in freshly minted MFAs who tend to aggrandize their experiences for a captive audience of entering MFAs. Yeah, it’s hard work. Yeah, the issues raised are often valid, but the intense focus on “the meaning of it all” is not a pervasive characteristic of the experience itself (as one actually experiences it, in real time.)

I decided to just do some background reading. I re-read the Constitution, and recently finished Friedman’s American Law in the 20th Century, which, as the title suggests, is an overview of American law in the 20th century. The Friedman was so interesting I’m going to re-read it and attempt to do some hard memorization. I’m one of those guys who works best when he has an skeleton (no matter how rough) of a subject, which I can then flesh out and realign as I get more info.

Deep Thought On GULC

I've been thinking about it a lot today. It seems like the right choice for me - I just need to get that final financial aid letter.

But here's my deep thought. Look at the logo. Doesn't look like something you’d see scratched into a studyhall desk?

GULClogo


Plot Thickens

ULCA (finally) said no. Which is something of a relief.

BC held good to their word and sent me the figures this afternoon. All in all, I’m pleased. BC’s offer is roughly comparable to BU’s offer, which I decided to pass on, but has some perks. BC’s grant was slightly higher, and it did offer me more loan options (a law school loan and a perkins) which significantly reduces the private loan debt. BC also has an LRAP program, so they’re nominally in the mix. I’ll get in touch with BC on Monday and ask some questions about the LRAP – BU’s turned out to be something of a band-aid program. However, this:

In keeping with the Willier Program's goal to support a variety of careers in public interest, the Committee may need to cap awards each year in order to assist as many candidates as possible. They may also decide to give awards of varying amounts. In recent years, annual awards ranged from $500 to $6,000. The goal of the program has been to fund 60% of a candidate's annual consolidated educational debt repayment.

does not look all that promising. How far is the maximum $6,000 going to go if you’re making loan payments of $1,500 a month? On the other hand, good interest rates on the law school loan and the Perkins, plus a lower private loan debt, could drop me closer to $1000 a month.

I need to think about it, and compare it with Georgetown and UConn.

Speaking of Georgetown, I groveled on the phone today and begged a 10-14day turnaround time from them for an aid offer. The person I spoke with on the phone was pretty nice – she offered me a ballpark package. The ballpark package was not encouraging. It was less than any other one I’d been offered. Still, Georgetown is in the running, due to their strong LRAP. I have to say that I’m hoping the ballpark was low, but I’m somewhat dreading my official Georgetown offer. Thusfar, the aid packages from every single school hav followed a curve which aligns with their current USNWR ranking. I.e., the lower ranked schools offer better packages, the higher ranked ones offer less. UConn remains the outlier, due to the in-state tuition rate.

If these schools are using some kind of standardized formula, I’d have dearly loved to know what it was before I started applying.

Keep me outta Vegas

This is me: ambiguity, ambivalence, bewilderment, changeableness, confusion, conjecture, contingency, dilemma, distrust, doubtfulness, dubiety, guesswork, hesitancy, incertitude, inconclusiveness, indecision, irresolution, mystification, oscillation, perplexity, puzzlement, qualms, quandary, query, questionableness.

I’m really not calling the whole LS application experience all that well. GT blindsided me in a pleasant way, and this morning I received BC’s acceptance letter. After dealing with Mr. Tightypants at the BC admissions office, I really did think BC would say “no.” I mean seriously, if an accepted student calls and says they have pressing deadlines, you’d think an office would try to accommodate them somewhat, at least drop a hint, get the ball rolling, yes? If you're worried about an applicant freaking out on the phone, "You didn't accept me, Waaah!" do you stonewall 'em - sure.

I was happy, but BC’s “yes” again pushes firm decisions back a bit. I figured I’d call the financial aid office at BC and expected that they’d tell me that I’d get an offer in about 3 weeks or so. (Adding to the late May logjam.) I got a very pleasant woman on the line who told me the standard process took “about 3 weeks.” I explained my situation to her and asked if there was anything that could be done to speed things along – say, e-mailing/faxing me the decision to at least shave a couple of postage prep and handling days off the total time. We had a short sympathetic discussion about the dynamics of office workflow and she told me she’d see what she could do. Although I had a good feeling about our conversation, I didn’t hold my breath when she said she’d call back later in the day. However, she actually ended up calling me back just 2 hours later to say that they’d generate a package for me in 24 hours and that I should call them tomorrow at noon to discuss it with them. How cool is that? How cool is that? I mean, how cool is that?

In a way, I don’t even care what the award is. Although I’ve had really good luck dealing with almost every school’s admissions office/financial aid office, and have found all of them in general to be extremely pleasant and helpful individuals, I am just so happy to run into an office that is - On. The. Ball. I gotta lean on the old addage that it never hurts to ask.


Doin the Impatient Dance

BC mystery letter sometime today or tomorrow. Am I impatient over this? Not at all.

I’ve started doing the ducks in a row thing for GULC. (Pronounced like a cross between Gulp and Bulk? – what an ugly acronym. Come to think of it, none of the –ulk words are pretty.) Medical forms, final transcripts, final dean’s reports, etc. I also decided to call the various offices – admissions, financial aid, housing. To make sure that I wasn’t missing anything odd or unusual from their files. Everything that needs to be there seems to be there, with the exception of the additional forms I was just sent.

Bad news though – the Financial Aid office said that I’d get an award letter in about 3 weeks. Here’s where the impatience gets revved up.

This totally sucks for several reasons, not the least of which is the UConn factor. My second UConn deposit deadline is June 1st, so I should (hopefully) be able to make a GT/UConn decision before then. But if it takes that long for me to make a final decision to go to GT, I’ll be holding that UConn spot up until the last minute, putting someone in perhaps a worse boat than I’m in right now, assuming UConn would then offer my spot to another student. I’m not sure how that works exactly, but I certainly don’t want to deprive anyone of a shot to go.

Also something of a worry is the private loan application process. My credit isn’t grand – if I don’t get a good aid package from GT, will I be able to get the private (i.e., non-governmental loans) to go there? Perhaps not.

One way or another, I’ll have to go through the dance under the assumption that things will work and I’ll go. I’ll also have to go through the UConn dance as well.

I think I’m hitting the point where I have to start mentally killing off these scenarios and just focusing on other things (like poetry). The problem is that I’m going to be constantly reminded of the upcoming decisions by the many small things I’ll need to take care of this month – things that will hinge on the fact that I don’t know where I’ll be in August. Every time I’ll see small project A, I’ll think: Do I finish it, or do I put it out to pasture? Will I be 10 miles from my current location or 350 miles? Will I need or should I bother moving a dresser?

I think I’m at least in 14 kinds of limbo right now.

Though tonight is a step in the right direction. I’ll be going to see Rockstar J do a recital up in Boston.

Bikeriding, reading, getting my files (electronic and otherwise) in order, finishing a poetry ms, sending it out, gardening, tinkering with the car (minor things), going through old stuff, putting “definitely not LS” stuff into storage or getting rid of it. These should, with luck, suck up my time and anxiety for the next month or so. I’ll be building a little bubble in my real life.

Request for Info

If anyone has any Georgetown gossip/thoughts, I'd appreciate hearing 'em either here or via (scoplaw AT yahoo Dot Com).

Sometimes life really needs a fast-forward button. Or parts of life do. I really want to get the final word on the GT aid package not only so I can start planning, but also because if I am going to GT, I'd like to decline my spot at UConn as quickly as possible to free it up for someone. I feel kind of bad, holding onto the UConn spot right now, but GT isn't a solid lock yet - the possibility remains that I might not be able to swing GT.

However, I'm reasonably hopeful and have the nice UConn e-mail ready and set to go (to be followed with a phone call.)

I'm generally not an impatient person, but damn, I feel like a kid in the middle of a 6 hour car ride.

They treat you like an adult, they treat you like a child.

Well, the train keeps rolling. I called my “in process schools.”

In general, some people want to know, others prefer not to know unless they absolutely have to know. I’m one of those people who wants to know (no matter what.) Some people prefer having the truth slowly broken to them, whereas I’m just the “one quick rip” kind. So – Kudos to Harvard for graciously saying no, and to their admissions office for having enough class to tell me over the phone, “in light of the late date,” and, further, actually pologize for not having the decision sooner. What more can you ask? Contrast that to the following.

BC said they had reached a decision and could not tell me over the phone. I offered to confirm any kind of personal information in my file in exchange for a hint, but this was turned down – “You should get your letter by Wednesday; if you don’t hear from us by then, please call back.” I asked, “Is there anything you can tell me, these deadlines are killing me.” The response was, “No, I’m afraid not.” Not a good sign, I think.

UCLA is, as always, unreachable by phone. I’ve left two messages over the last two weeks, neither of which was answered, and have not been able to make contact with anyone in the UCLA admissions office for about 3 weeks now. The only rumor/gossip that I have comes from a friend of a contact who says the school is very impersonal. That’s very tenuous information, but I can’t really say that the lack of contact (or their generally bewildering and amateurish-looking website) bodes well. I’ll try sending them an e-mail. . .

Ha! I just called back and did the transfer trick. I called the Financial Aid Office, pretended to have dialed the wrong number, and asked to be transferred to someone in the Admissions office. Apparently my file is still “under review” and I was told by the chirpy phone person I could expect a decision to be mailed “Anytime before the end of May.” The end of May – come on! Most people don’t just apply to one school – UCLA has to know that almost every other school will have sent out decisions and already required non-refundable deposits by then. Early May is bad enough. Just for the record, I think their deadline was February 1st. My file was complete there on January 20th (though they didn’t cash my application fee check until late February). Granted, that's late in the window, but still well inside it. Personally I think that UCLA ought to say something like, "Well, our official deadline is Feb. 1st, but if you'd like a decision before mid-April, make sure you have file complete by December."

Law School Numbers shows a bunch of folks still waiting for an initial decision from UCLA and/or on the waitlist. Man, I dearly hope the majority of them have just not updated their info recently.

Doin the Happy Dance

OK – the euphoria is wearing off, perhaps something to do with the bike ride. H and I decided to explore another trail into Hartford – a sort of mystery trail that became unmarkered roadway in stretches. We took fixed road bikes out, my old Ross and a new SaintTropez conversion for H. It was fun, but hot and mildly stressful due to the traffic. One old woman was so incensed that she had to wait behind two riders at a stop sign (couldn’t just roll through as usual, I guess) that she actually “shook her fist” at us when she passed. I had thought that was just an expression. But no, she actually pursed up her sour face and shook her fist at us. It was one of the funniest things I’ve seen in awhile. I laughed, which was probably the best response to that kind of thing anyway.

Georgetown Pros: Strong PI law education. Good LRAP. D.C.
Georgetown Cons: Potentially expensive as hell. D.C.

My thinking is kind of muddled because there are still so many outstanding questions, so many unknown factors which might lurch in and shift everything. But I’m pretty excited. Possibilities are opening. I feel like the BigLaw ax is moving even further away from my neck. At the same time I feel like squirrel in the road.

I’ll have to wait for the financial aid department to get back to me, but pending another surprise response from my three outstanding schools (“Your file is under review”), Georgetown seems to have emerged as my front runner, since, via the LRAP, they simply give me the greatest chance to do what I want to do. Not to knock on UConn, but they simply don’t have an LRAP.

I’ve had to table a lot of the mental scenarios I was running with UConn in the forefront. The change in imagining attending a distant school instead of a local school is pretty radical. Logistics, logistics. The old car might be abandoned/sacrificed. I’ll have to coordinate moving to a new city, which means either hauling everything I can in a truck (expensive) or ditching everything but a carload and buying locally (more expensive?). I’m not really a “stuff” person, but it’s still difficult to make these kind of choices with limited info.

A new city means relearning all the local places that cater to my interests. Not really a big deal, I suppose, but having lived in 13 apartments (6 cities) over the past 10 years, I’m really starting to feel like the professional nomad. So I have some reservations about moving to D.C., which may just be general moving reservations.

Roommates may enter the picture again. I’ve had very good and very bad luck with more or less random scholastic roommates. But I now have my secret weapon – a combination of ear plugs and noise mufflers. A Wesley Willis CD for more aggressive measures. (God bless our dearly departed Wes!)

Most importantly is how this might affect my relationships. It’s one thing to be in the same general area of your friends and see them every so often. It’s another to be in a completely different city, even if you somehow see them just as often – you become “not around,” a more distant factor. Part of the package I guess. Although a friend of mine (and cool boyfriend) would be moving from Boston to attend a DC area law school – so that’d be two people I’d be hopeful about keeping good ties with. Then there are more still personal (and important) relationships, one in particular, that I will refrain from public speculation on.

My cat will not be a happy camper.

But the muse – she does not care about such things.

It's Official

Edited Post

Georgetown sent me a nice "Come On Down" letter today. I'll have to crunch some more numbers, but as Gerogetown has a viable LRAP program, this is a tasty tasty offer.

I rolled my earlier post of:

I have just been contacted by one of my longshot schools. Apparently, good news is on the way. I may have to rethink my decision.

To my Public Defender Friend (one of those few Lawyer-Poets): bless you for the good mojo.

into this one.

I had expected some kind of gap between reading the suggestive e-mail promising "good news" (but apologizing for not being able to reveal admissions decisions via e-mail) and the official letter which the e-mail said would arrive later in the day (Friday). When I got home from work, I found a fedex envelope in my front door with the acceptance letter and a packet of information. I thought that was clever and indicated good coordination – I like cleverness and coordination.

Sometimes, it’s the small things that make an impression. In this case, I have about 2 weeks to send in a deposit to Georgetown, and I’m really glad that they made the effort to let me know as soon as possible, and essentially give me an extra weekend to consider things. Had I been kept on tenterhooks all weekend, or told on what is shaping up to be a fairly hectic Monday, I think I’d be far more frazzled and confused.

I have no complaints at how Georgetown handled the process, and I think I’d feel the same if they’d passed on my application. At all times I felt that they were trying to keep me appraised of their progress – they also didn’t sugar coat my chances of getting in once I was waitlisted, nor did they try to string me along. I did get several form e-mails from the school, but when I responded to them, I always received personal correspondence from someone who had obviously read my e-mail and had taken the time to formulate a specific and detailed response.

Apparently they got over 13,000 applications this year – obviously a lot to read! The Law School Numbers chart for Georgetown suggests that they really do read those applications, since there’s significant overlap between the accepted candidates and the rejected candidates, which to me suggests that factors other than the candidates’ LSATs and GPAs play a significant role in the final decision. Also, their wait list band is pretty wide, reinforcing the idea that while there might be some “automatic ins” and “automatic outs” the band of “viable” candidates is really quite wide.

They lead off their JD admissions page with the following text:

Welcome to the JD Admissions web site. As you begin to think about applying to law school, we want to take this opportunity to assure you that our decision making process involves much more than simply "the numbers." Your academic record and LSAT are very important. However, we are also interested in who you are. This is why your letters of recommendation, activities, work experience, and personal statement are of great importance.

which I believe.

I only hope their financial aid department is as on the ball.

If I edit posts in the future (beyond the spelling/grammar errors: these are all on the fly first scrambling drafts) I’ll make some kind of reference to it, as I’ve done here.


Law School Application Process

Well, these are (like everything else here) just my subjective and rambling impressions and advice, so take them with a grain of salt. I’ve already covered some of this information here and there, but thought I’d jot down what thoughts I’ve retained about the process before they started fading. In addition to being a record for myself, I hope it may prove useful some future applicant.

Start early in the cycle. Register at LSAC. Sign up (and start studying for) the earliest LSAT you can take. Begin picking a few schools based on geography (each school basically caters to its city/region, except for the very top schools) and send out for brochures and applications so you’ll have something to look at. Begin reading up on application essays, choosing a law school, etc. You’ll learn that you have gray areas on your mental map that when filled in would have caused you to approach things differently. Best to get those out of the way early rather than late. (Although I didn’t have a disastrous go of it, I wish I’d started earlier).

LSAT: I didn’t take a LSAT course (no cash) but did buy the Princeton LSAT prep book, and a bunch of prior LSAT exams through LSAC. The test changes over time, so get the most recent tests you can. I spent a good while studying for the test, as I have a particular difficulty with certain types of math. If you identify something you’re good in (I got perfect scores on the reading comp section) start concentrating on the sections you’re not so good in. Whatever study pattern you have, keep applying it until you’re consistently happy with your scores. I was scoring in the upper 160s and lower 170s.

I took my first test sick and didn’t concentrate as well as I should have. When I got the results back (156) I was somewhat disappointed and was faced with the choice between going with that score and applying to schools or waiting until the next testing round was over to apply (obviously you can’t actually apply to some schools if your score falls below a certain bracket.) The trick was that if I took another test, my application would be completed and read later in the cycle. Who knows if that’s good or bad. Perhaps some schools select marginal but quirky and promising candidates early on, perhaps they select solid choices first and the marginal candidates later. Regardless, if you’re a solid candidate at a school, you’re a solid candidate.

I decided to take the next test (December) and apply later in the cycle with (hopefully!) higher scores. I got a 169 on the second test, which put me in another dilemma – some schools look at the average, some look only at the second score – which were which? There’s not a lot of information on that. It made my possible spread of target schools wider and more uncertain than I had expected it would be.

In retrospect, I should have a) begun earlier, b) canceled my first score when I knew I had under-preformed (no matter what the degree.)

Applications: Some applications ask for weird info. One wanted my SAT scores. Imagine that. My 15 year old SAT scores! It didn’t ask for my 10 year old GRE’s though. . .Others will require specific forms to be signed by your former schools. Some want letters of recommendation written or printed on their own special form. It’s best to carefully read the applications and make a list of just what the school needs sent to them. Send out requests for information and forms as early as you can – then call your former schools to make sure they’ve forwarded your information on to the lawschools. One of mine was late with a form, resulting in an application getting completed very late in the cycle.

The general application advice found on the web and in books is very good.

I noticed that the applications are geared towards undergrads. For non-traditional students this poses a bit of a problem – how do you account for “summer employment” when you’ve been out of school for 5 years. In a similar vein, does it really matter exactly which extra-curricular activities you did as a freshman 13 years ago? How do you insert relevant post-graduation activity into the application? Should you "swap" info into fields that seem to ask for it?

In the end, I took the grin and bear it approach – I answered every question they asked, even if there was a more elegant and obvious way to provide the information they were looking for. So I broke down my "summer earnings" from my regular earnings. I listed all those freshman activities. (Your High School will probably have your SAT scores on your transcript, BTW).

I also supplied additional information whenever I thought I could do so without being obnoxious. For example, I submitted both a resume and a CV – I figured that the school would want to know about my professional poetry activities and publications, along with the dayjob information. I made sure all my addendums/attachments were unified. That meant I put my name, SSN, and the school name on every single page as a header. I titled each document and provided a cover/index page that listed the attachments and provided a brief rationale for each of them. Sometimes it was simply, “Requested per question 14.” Other times, when the document was not specifically requested, I provided a short paragraph explaining why I had included it.

You’d think that law schools would have a simple field selection approach – such as “Fill in the employer information on the right and select the box which bests describes the type of employment.

Letters of Recommendation: I asked 4 people to write letters, but only 3 came through in the end. I had suspected that might be the case and hedged my bets. The general advice on LORs is pretty good - and you might want to forward that advice on to the people writing the letters. It's a delicate thing, but, I think, if done tactfully, worth it to remind people just what's at stake. If you have an application packet ready, I'd also send that to your letter writers; no harm if they already know everything on it, but you may jog their memory or help them to focus their writing.

Personal Statement: Most writing on the subject recommends that you specifically target the schools. I didn’t, apart from a single sentence. I figure that school X knows what they offer, should hopefully be able to see from your general application what you’d like to do, and that a single line saying “Hey, I like this about the school” was enough. You have to figure the committee are relatively intelligent people and can make connections for themselves. Given that, I also figured that schools saw enough targeted “form/template” statements to instantly spot them. In terms of content, I didn’t want to write something that sounded like one of those awful Olympic Bios: “Athlete A. Athlete A suffers A Truly Devastating Loss or Totally Pointless Loss. Athlete A now realizes their mortality and has something to prove via a mature and sustainable effort.” Life isn’t about big epiphanies, and I’m always slightly suspicious of people who have them – “I was a clueless fool, then I saw the light when (insert Big Moment). I’m probably just as clueless about other things, because I haven’t had ‘em whacked into the forefront of my brain by other Big Moments, but hey, I now have a great story.” In my statement I just talked about who I was (via poetry), what I’ve seen and experienced, and how that had formed my desire to study law.

I’ll post up the generic version if anyone wants to read it. I wouldn’t really advise anyone to follow this approach though.

More thoughts later, when I have time.

Personal Statement

When I graduated High School, I had vague notions there might be a living poet or two still writing, but after memorizing the blackboard scansion of iambs and spondees, and enduring interminable classroom discussions on “what the poet was really trying to say,” I certainly wasn’t in a hurry to read more of the wretched stuff. Five years later, inspired by the power of the word, I would choose what I considered a more challenging and morally-relevant path and leave a doctoral program in English Literature to pursue the muse full-time. The actual practice of poetry proved a serious study, demanding as much discipline as mastering a musical instrument. My time was spent pouring over texts, teasing out the assumptions and insinuations of rhetoric, committing terms and examples to memory, and becoming familiar with the major works and theories that have lead to our current poetics.

I was drawn to poetry in no small part because I wanted to speak for the underrepresented, and much of my poetry mobilizes these contemporary voices and concerns (often considered “low art”) via the devices of “high art.” While a solid understanding of theoretical poetics and practiced tradition (called “craft knowledge” by poets) is necessary to write good poetry, successful poems also depend on how you implement that learning via your understanding of “the real world.” There is no finer feeling than writing a poem from, for example, an Alzheimer’s victim’s perspective, a poem which attempts to distill the entire experience of the disease, and then at readings to hear Alzheimer’s victims, their friends and relatives, say, “Yes, that’s right; that’s exactly how it is.” Writing this kind of poetry demands an intense and unmediated engagement with the world – research in the most pure and primal form. To write effectively about gardening, even if only as metaphor, requires that you know about gardens, that you speak to gardeners, that you become aware of the crinkling sound of seed packets, the different types of earth, just where your hands are apt to blister, and the particular scent of a sun-warmed garden hose.

After a year and a half, realizing I needed to work under the guidance of those poets I most respected, I enrolled in the M.F.A. program in Writing at XXXX. The program focused on close reading of primary and secondary sources, written analysis, oral presentations of the same, and round-table workshop debates on the merits of any particular change to poems-in-progress. I graduated in XXXX and have been successful as a young poet; publishing three chapbooks, headlining readings, sitting on panels, actively shaping the current generation of on-line workshops, teaching private classes, editing three journals and serving as an advisor for two others.

With poetry claiming the foreground of my intellectual life, I felt wonderfully free to move about the country, to take different “day jobs” and thus gain experience in whatever interested me. My hunger to learn how to practice law grew as I kept encountering people and situations that “fell through the cracks” either because they could not afford legal representation, were socially or culturally isolated, or were the very real victims of situations that were simply “accepted.” I cannot honestly say that any one incident crystallized my desire to follow such lawyer/poets as Francis Scott Key, William Cullen Bryant, and Wallace Stevens, but these three serve as examples:

§ While working for XXXXX, a non-profit corporation that helped undocumented immigrants organize their paperwork and register under 245(i) of the Immigration and Nationality Act, I met people who had been repeatedly cheated and swindled both by unsavory employers and self-serving “community advocates.” Fearing deportation, none of these individuals felt they had any legal recourse, a point that was not lost on their victimizers.

§ While working as [edited to remove a rather horrible story about overt racism in the Southern US].

§ Five years ago, a friend left graduate school to have potentially dangerous cysts removed. Although the school demanded a full-time commitment from her, they did not provide adequate medical coverage; still swamped by medical debt, she has not yet returned to her studies.

My studies in poetry have led to a personal maxim – that the universal is always (and only) realized in the particular. While it is appropriate to commit to such abstracts as the pursuit of a just and equitable society, and while such goals remain necessarily elusive ideals, I believe that the hard work, the specific labor in the service of the law, requires something of a poet’s mentality -idealism balanced by an intense focus on the particular, the local, the often unglamorous– in an effort to ensure that the broad legal framework of our country functions effectively, that the common resident of our nation has full and equal recourse to the protections of the law in economic reality as well as in theory. This end is the reason why I wish to study and practice law.

No one can say with certainty which legal and social issues will be most urgent four years from today, let alone ten years, or thirty years (four years ago I was visiting friends in (literally) the shadow of the World Trade Center, discussing the ramifications of Y2K bug). Regardless of what new situations arise, my experience suggests there is (and will be) great need for people who will advocate for the disadvantaged, who will counsel the underrepresented, and in doing so will act as a stay against the inertia of privilege and myopic self-interest.

As odd as it may sound as a bare statement, I believe poetry has both led me to and prepared me for legal studies. Poetry has developed my sympathies and understandings; it has taught me to listen, then question, then listen further. It has led me to expect that practicing law will be mostly “work” and that creative moments or inspired insights succeed or fail largely on what one does with them – namely hour upon hour of research and refinement. After years of laboring for excellence in an esoteric, almost forgotten art, I have internalized my drive to “do things right,” and am capable of spending long hours turning complex arguments this way and that on the crux of individual words or individual details. Poetry has taught me a practical humility before the language which I believe will serve me well as a lawyer – one has to learn to accept judgments, to work within boundaries, and yet to always keep alert for a new insight, a new application, a new way of addressing problems. In a related sentiment, I believe my experiences as a teacher and an editor will enable me to be useful to my classmates; I view education as a cooperative activity, not a competitive one, for in helping others learn, I clarify and define my own understandings.

I do not expect to abandon poetry for the law (both reputedly jealous lovers), indeed – I don’t expect that would be possible for me. However I understand I must radically scale back, if not completely sacrifice, my teaching, editing, and workshopping activities. This I will do with a glad heart, as it will be necessitated by my moving forward, my, in the most classical sense, education.

I am hungry to learn. I am ready to begin.

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